Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I want a decent sleep!!!

So a total of 20 trays of baked macaroni done in almost 9 hours. plus there's 10 more(as I write this blog). I feel really sleepy and I don't freaking know what to write on well.

So yeah. from 7pm til 4 am my mom and I did the baked macaroni. wheew.
poor me.

I got burns on my fingers even a slight cut also from a very sharp knife (though it's not that visible)

AND I GOT NO FREAKING SLEEP!!!

4 more hours (as I write this entry) I've been awake for 24 hours straight
and I guess I've done this for almost more than 3 times but note more than 5 times.
and I really am TIRED and wanna have a resty rest.

So while I am helping out, I was ale to watch a Manchester United FC and Celtic FC live on ESPN and that made my nerves stay up just for some time
and oh! Manchester United won (who cares anyways?)

Worse, I haven't got that much of a sleep the other day(Monday night) So I don't have that much of energy during the day (Tuesday) and I forced myself to stay awake for freaking 24 hours.

and now, I can hear myself screaming for some sleep.
Listen to the background music I embedded it will make you drop from where you are if you're awake as long as I did.



Awake - Secondhand Serenade

Thursday, October 9, 2008

One Day I'll be On Top of the World.

I will. I swear one day, I'll be on top of the world. Ambitious eh? Not so much I guess.

I have lot to do for the entire future ahead of me. I should probably start by having my degree finished. Then there's the time to pursue my career.

Slowly, I'll fulfill all of my dreams one by one.

If you're wondering, what are my dreams?
I have lots of dreams. One of them is to be able to reach the summit of Mt. Everest.

Then, there is also the dream of touring the whole world. For me to find new people, culture and everything that the world has to offer.

I don't see myself working here in my own country but, there is a possibility if there is a career I can be able to pursue in here.

So many dreams, so limited time (not I guess).

I don't want to be affected so much pressure right now. I mean with everything that's around me, I don't want to be bothered by all of the miseries for me to be able to do what I've been dreaming for so long.

I want to be proud of myself one day. I also wanted to make my parents, siblings, relatives proud for me. Not to the point they're worshiping me. But admiration is what I wanted.

And one day, I'll be on top of the world where everybody's proud of me.