The One That Got Away

Every person who experienced falling in-love more than once, might have/ already experienced the same dilemma I am having.

 Every time I'm with my college buddies, when we try to look back our days as college dudes, love life topic is always part of it and this particular story of mine is not left out. In my case, there were two ladies who got away.

Let me start off with the second lady, let's call her Kitkat. She is an Industrial Engineer but currently working in a tech firm. She was the one I am trying to win over in this blog post: Chocolate Box. I was able to deliver my message straight to her. But not straight enough to win her because of her "priorities". 

After she graduated from our university, she started working. I lost communication with her (personal, social media, etc.). Then one day, I saw her Facebook status from 'single' to 'in a relationship'. My heart broke and I was like: "WTF happened?!". To make this story shorter: Although I made my move, I never pursued her. It was my fault. I lost her forever. She got away.

Before Kitkat, there was Roses (not her real name, you might see her name in one of the three blog entries), a communiations student. Let's say, she's the first woman I truly regretted loosing the most and was the subject of these blog entries: A,B & C. She's now a career woman who is in the hospitality business. I did crazy things back then just to try and win her attention. I enrolled a subject in their class, wrote her poems, gave her flowers for Valentine's day and I even had a fight with her because of my stupidity and over-eagerness to have her attention. When everything was settled between us we became close again. 

There is this one time I accompanied her to do surveys for her thesis, I had this one opportunity to tell and/or ask her:  "I Love You", "I am in-love with you" or "Will you be my girlfriend?" and other questions you can think about when you are about to court a woman. Guess what, I screwed my opportunity. I never told her face-to-face. And worst of all? I tried to compensate for it through IM (Yahoo! Messenger) later that night.(the same date as the survey). Then she slowly faded away in my radar. Until she graduated from the university. No communications. Then one day, she had a boyfriend. End of story.

In all honesty, I could care less about Kitkat. But Roses was and will be forever my first true love.I still am hoping that we will cross path someday and hoping that both her and I are single. When that time comes, I will never ever be a sissy and I will win her back. But for now, I am hoping that they won't be able to read this entry and pity me.