I want a decent sleep!!!

So a total of 20 trays of baked macaroni done in almost 9 hours. plus there's 10 more(as I write this blog). I feel really sleepy and I don't freaking know what to write on well.

So yeah. from 7pm til 4 am my mom and I did the baked macaroni. wheew.
poor me.

I got burns on my fingers even a slight cut also from a very sharp knife (though it's not that visible)

AND I GOT NO FREAKING SLEEP!!!

4 more hours (as I write this entry) I've been awake for 24 hours straight
and I guess I've done this for almost more than 3 times but note more than 5 times.
and I really am TIRED and wanna have a resty rest.

So while I am helping out, I was ale to watch a Manchester United FC and Celtic FC live on ESPN and that made my nerves stay up just for some time
and oh! Manchester United won (who cares anyways?)

Worse, I haven't got that much of a sleep the other day(Monday night) So I don't have that much of energy during the day (Tuesday) and I forced myself to stay awake for freaking 24 hours.

and now, I can hear myself screaming for some sleep.
Listen to the background music I embedded it will make you drop from where you are if you're awake as long as I did.

One Day I'll be On Top of the World.

I will. I swear one day, I'll be on top of the world. Ambitious eh? Not so much I guess.

I have lot to do for the entire future ahead of me. I should probably start by having my degree finished. Then there's the time to pursue my career.

Slowly, I'll fulfill all of my dreams one by one.

If you're wondering, what are my dreams?
I have lots of dreams. One of them is to be able to reach the summit of Mt. Everest.

Then, there is also the dream of touring the whole world. For me to find new people, culture and everything that the world has to offer.

I don't see myself working here in my own country but, there is a possibility if there is a career I can be able to pursue in here.

So many dreams, so limited time (not I guess).

I don't want to be affected so much pressure right now. I mean with everything that's around me, I don't want to be bothered by all of the miseries for me to be able to do what I've been dreaming for so long.

I want to be proud of myself one day. I also wanted to make my parents, siblings, relatives proud for me. Not to the point they're worshiping me. But admiration is what I wanted.

And one day, I'll be on top of the world where everybody's proud of me.

The Longest One and a Half hour of my Life

So, the longest one and a half hour of my life happened today.
All of my one and a half hour class seems to be HELL because
it was just so LONG and boring one and a half hours.

First, Art Appreciation class it was 830-10:00 am since we've got nothing
to do in that class, it was totally BORING! we just sat our assess down
for the entire period.

Secondly, after my first class, I've wasted my time and money on playing
in the pc shop for almost one and a half hour again.
Instead of eating before playing. errrrr..

Third, Economics class. I miscalculated everything. I thought the reporters
will not exceed 3-4 reporters. But due to time constraint, our professor
decided to maximize the ONE AND A HALF hour period and had EIGHT
reporters today. Which by the way I should have been part of it but I came
UNPREPARED! Poor me. I might get the lowest possible score/grade
in recitation.

Lastly, the trip back home. It was a burden! The traffic was HELL
and is very slow and by that time also, I'm already starving. F.Y.I,
My last intake of food this day was at 11:30 am and the time I was on the road
going back home it was already between 5:30-7:00. But all of the burdens
and starvation was set aside because I was able to talk to Misha all along the trip
back home.

and now, I've wasted One and a half hour formulating this entry! HAHAHAHA!

My Heart Smile Every Time I See You

Random thoughts came out of my mind after our quiz in one of our subjects this day.

Of course this poem is not a poem without an inspiration. A very special inspiration in my heart. =)

Unspoken words, hidden feelings arise
Un-muttered expressions wants to speak out
Melodious voice cannot pop out but,
My heart smiles everytime I see you

Unprecedented feelings pours out
time-less moments with you treasured
Harmonious thoughts cry out of you because
my heart smiles everytime I see you

As we journey back in our home
I can't stop from feeling all of these
Just by being with you,
My heart smiles when I'm with you.

When you're away I can't help but
to think of you in every second
even at night or at day I can't help but
My heart smiles when I think of you.

Superhero

I have revised my old Superhero poem that I have made in my
Friendster Blog.

I wish I’m The Flash

to be as quick as him when you need me by your side.

I wish I’m Superman

to be as strong as him to protect you.

I wish I’m Spider-man

to be as sensitive as him to warn you of any trouble.

I wish I have all these powers
to be able to take care of you when needed.


I want to protect you from this insane world we're existing with.


I don't want to loose such a good person in my world.


I'll swear to protect you til they take my life away.

~fin~

Not In The Mood

Oh here I go again, ranting in my blog for nonsense post.

Exam week will be this week. Technically it is this week because it is already Monday
morning when I typed this entry.

I am running out of thoughts in reviewing and I feel really lazy about that.

Worse, I haven't done my Term Paper in Economics which will be passed on the first
meeting of our subject for the Final Term.


How am I to do it if
1. I forgot the title of my term paper.
2. I don't know when and how to start.
3. I am lazy enough to work on it.
4. I don't feel doing it.

Crazy me eh? I guess it's just me. No one can ever change my mood except myself.

Sacrifice Your Dreams Just to Have Someone Fill in Your Dream

This morning,
I was on board on a jeepney going to school, the jeepney stopped by at 3 young
kids. They were also going to school like what I did. Sadly, Only two of them be able to
study/go to school.
It was the eldest child who's only job is to accompany her two siblings on their way to school.
See how great sacrifice the Eldest child is doing?

On a modern day scenario here in our country, it is common to people in the poverty line to
drop out to school due to inflation and other stuffs.

I was really touched and somehow pitied the eldest child because imagine accompanying your younger siblings in going to school while she cannot study.
Yes I know that Public School Education is free for all students.
But why does the little girl cannot go to school?
Maybe there's an internal problem within the family.
But personally I cannot tell that.

So does everyone of us.

A Week After The Storm

It's been a week since the storm hit the country. So many lives that were calimed, lost, perished.

What are we doing to help those victims?
of course there are NGO's who volunteered to help.
there are also major charitable institutions who helps the
victims through relief operations effort.

I happen to pass by near our school canteen and saw a sign
asking for donations for the victims of the calamity.

At first I found it awkward. But, through deep analysis of the
situation, i stopped thinking it as an awkward matter.

and thought of:
" what if this happened to me?"
"will anyone do just like what I've did?"


In reality, it might happen.
but if yo start to make a difference in your life,
why not

try

to

exert/extend

the help to the victims of the calamaity..=)

Gone With The Summer Wind

First things first, this is a poem written by yours truly, ME. I am planning to use this poem for my Art Appreciation class. Though this poem needed to be finished and furnished more, I already formulated the first three stanzas and I will update this blog after I've finalized my work. Constructive criticism will be very much welcomed.

Summer's wind is finally over
Habagat is here to conquer
She was the voice of my summer
It is as sweet as her voice

Now, summer's over, is it really gone?
Hearing your melodious voice is over
Fast paced days changed my life
Your voice is all I need to relieve the tension

I know we need to bid thee goodbye
Gently, my mind sinks into confusion
Is it going to be temporary or is it really over?
I can't stand but to speculate my timid mind.

The Weekend

It had been a hard day for me last week. This weekend was terrific and cool. Terrific in terms of 'I have a rest from first week of classes.' and Cool because it had been raining for the past 3-4 days now.

I wanted to hang-out somewhere but I was short of money because on the first week, it was my 'Adjustment week' meaning, I am adjusting my allowance during the first week of classes. I see to it I budget it after the first week of classes and adjust my spending powers.

So, I have my entire weekend spent here at home unless someone will drag/pick me off and go somewhere interesting. Eventually I don't see any signs of that yet. For the meantime, I'll be active on Lunatic forum, my Multiply and Friendster. Also, I will try to do a movie marathon just in-case no one asks me out. Not a date that is. But to hang-out.

I'm done doing my job. It is time for me to scram out and have my rightful rest.

First Day Rant

This entry was supposedly to be posted yesterday(June 11, 2008)
since I just had the time to update my blog, here's how my first day in school

7AM First Subject
Society and Culture with Family Planning.
Our proffessor was Hilarious and INSANELY good teacher.
I think I'm going to like him as my professor for this subject.

8:30 AM FREE TIME
and HELL! we counted all the FROSHIES in UNIFORM (which by the way we are on a wash-day attire on Wednesdays) til hunger was felt, we(me and my friends) grabbed a bite outside the campus and went back in.


9AM-12noon WEEEE WOOOOOOOO...
Nothing beats the line in Adding and Dropping of subjects! It was HELL!
Imagine being in the line for almost an hour and you still DO NOT SEE the HALFWAY line.
It SUCKED BIG TIME!!!
Anyways, Good Thing I saw my friend(former blockmate) Kristian.
I SMSed him and asked if I could break in his LINE. Coz it'll be University Break on 12 noon and offices in the ADMIN bldg. will be closed until 1 PM.

SOOOOO,
I made my transactions on time and paved my way to an EARLY BREAK/DISSMISSAL.
my buddy for the day Rai and me went in the mall to chill coz' it was exxageratedly HOT in school.

1:45PM Home AT LAST!
Just bumming around the PC and doing something to keep me busy.

3PM I finished this Blog
NONESENSE!

Girl-Boy Best Friend Relationship

I have a girl bestfriend. Some find it unusual because they think a guy and a girl cannot be bestf of friends. But I say to them: 'They are wrong about their perceptions'
My best friend and I are best friends for four years now and it have been a good friendship for the both of us.

Though we had some mis-understandings but we went through it. And went back on track with our friendship.

So what's the fuss all about?
I miss my bestfriend.

I want to see her and spend some time sharing what's happening to me and do a little bonding with her.

For My First Entry

I have just created this blog site of mine so pardon me for all the content.

Why do I have to Create my blog on a separate account?
i wanted to somehow share my blog,thoughts in my everyday rants.

I need a fresh start in my blog site.

and see whether creating a new blog account wil be the same as in my used to be blog site.

Why am I into Blogging?
I am into blogging because this serves as my DIARY like the usual Diaries of other people.
the differences are, they write while I type, they keep it on a secured place, while i keep it online..

Also, I was Curious enough to create my own account in a blog site.
and because, the people in LUNATIC has their blog accounts..

for now, this is all for my first entry